Posts Tagged ‘theatre’

HFCIT?

Tuesday, May 13th, 2008

mic speaker“TIRFCMF!” BT

Not only will I be graduating on May 23rd I “have been selected to be the graduate” commencement speaker.” Whoa! Who? Wha? How could this be? on April 25th I sent a 3 min speech, in all its draft glory, and thought “There are so many holes in this speech. There is no way this will be selected.”

I’m still thinking “No way?! No way. No way!”

I don’t consider myself a writer and will continue not considering myself a writer. That’s not my thing. I have other people in my life that do that - emma, BT, Marty, etc.

So. Instead of relaxing and reading two books - one nearing completion and the other completed - I’ll be working on a speech and doing my best to memorize it. HFCIT!? Holy uber unexpected. Truly a speechless moment. Nearly everyone says “You’ll be so comfortable up there!” to which I find myself saying “I’m terrified. This is completely different than acting. Completely different.”

While my experience on stage will help me public speaking is a game of its own. For those in attendance close enough to see me or those of you with binoculars I may sound and look calm, cool, and collected but know that I’ve been tense in my neck, shoulders, and have likely had a headache for a few days.

I can say all this even though commencement isn’t for 10 days. Why? The moment I read “congratulations” I felt my muscles tighten. What does that mean? It tells me I have an abundant amount of energy and emotion at the ready.

If Ed Sherin were here he’d ask me “How do you feel?” I’d say “Terrified.” (with a smile). He’d ask “How does that feel?” “Good. No. Great. I feel great!” My feelings won’t control me but I’m not going to attempt a burial. Why would I do that?! Jimminy!

Ganbarimasu! (I’ll do my best!)

acronym assistance help time:
hfcit - how freakin cool is that
tirfcmf - that is really freakin cool my friend

Givin’ Her All She’s Got

Friday, December 28th, 2007

From Geezeo, to Dream Theatre, to kittens, to Tallgrass Gothic, to 15 weeks, to 11 days, to 12 years… It almost feels like I should be overwhelmed with my life. Thing is, I’m getting the chance to enjoy it all. I couldn’t be happier.

My all time favorite album (Dream Theatre’s ‘Metropolis Part 2: Scenes from a Memory’) is playin, Ali and Lori are out getting ingredients to make cup cakes, and I’m writing. Sweet. I could do the laundry… Maybe tomorrow.

“Without love. Without truth. There can be no turning back. Without faith. Without hope. There can be no peace of mind.” Scene 3 part ii: Fatal Tragedy

geezeo logoFor the past, I don’t know 6-8 months?, I’ve been using an online tool to manage the budget — Geezeo. If you are like me and have to manage multiple credit cards, bank accounts, loans, brokerage accounts I recommend trying out one of the new services that have sprouted their wings this year.

I’ve been fortunate to have found myself in frequent communication with Peter Glyman, co-founder of Geezeo, about the goods and bads I’ve experienced since I started using Geezeo. He’s put me in contact with a few reporters to speak about the product - Baltimore Sun’s article link to the story. It’s going to be incredible to see where these types of products go!

Tallgrass Gotic is done. Hell, it’s been ‘done’ for nearly a month 3 weeks now. emma and I are watching Elizabeth’s kittens - Fiero and Seymour - while she’s in Texas. They’ve been easy to watch and fun to play with. Fiero’s claws are… INCREDIBLE! Google ‘eagle talon’ in images. Hahaha. He doesn’t use them on purpose for any reason but holy mama-mia! Uber hella yimmy! Strike a pose.

Tomorrow we’ll say good-bye to boys as daily visitors but look forward to hanging out with them again in the future. Heck, if Seymour and Fiero are comfortable enough to lay next to me and on emma I think things are going well for their feline brains’s. Thanks for asking Elizabeth - Hope Texas was super all good.

The Tallgrass peeps got together on the 16th to catch up and dine together. The cast, save Aaron, and significant others attended the Mexican dinner themed gathering. Ohhh!Ohhh!Ohhh! I hear the intro… Teheheheh. This has to be my favorite, favorite song from this album…

dream theatre scenes from a memory“Shine lake of fire! Lines! Take me higher! My mind drips desire! Confined and overtired. Living this charade is getting me nowhere. I can’t shake this charade. The cities cold blood calls me Home!” Scene 6: Home

Right. The food was excellent and the company was wonderful. It is, from my, quote it if you will, aged perspective, really insightful to hear the perspective from a number of under-grads in regard to teachers and the school, SLC, in general. Elizabeth and David cooked up some hoo-hah food. Desert was all emma’s cup-o-tea cookies. Sorry to say no pix but that’s oki. I do have pix from the show thanks to Quyen.

On the topic of the show - hmm, I’m feeling really hungry. Food break.

Dinner and cupcake preparations later I’m back. Feelin fine.

Tallgrass Gothic poster by Elizabeth MillerTallgrass Gothic - the experience. In one word can I, a lowly actor/blogger, describe the experience that was Tallgrass Gothic presented by Sarah Lawrence College? Yes.

In fact, I only need two character, neither of which are used in aural language. The ‘word’: =) OK, ok, okay. Using the letter on the keyboard: istumodomo. That’s written as one word but is, in fact, two words.

From auditions through the recent wrap-up gathering I have been in a state of glee. I told emma I really wanted to nail my role, Daniel. The freedom to “play” (yes I quoted the word, suck it) in each each rehearsal was enforced nearly every day. The cast worked to enhance the show individually and as an ensemble from the get go. The crew was patient and created pieces that fit into the show’s puzzle.

It truly was an experience, not just a show, where the parts were greater than the sum of its parts. I have not worked on a show like this since War Music and Equus. Keeping in mind that both of those were extreme examples of ensemble theatre Vs. a traditional script like Tallgrass.

With 15 weeks left of my MFA I can say I finished strong. No. I finished on top. The show received rave reviews from the Theatre department faculty. “A fully realized show.” was one response. I use the =) as an honest to goodness was of describing the show experience and I love writing experience instead of show because it doesn’t happen often.

Knowing it is VERY unlikely to happen again for a long time I’m relishing this experience. I did not crash like I typically have from other shows. There was no post-show blues or glee. I sat on the =) for a solid week. Reflecting only helps to enforce the feelings.

There was a counter experience during Tallgrass that was not as =). Time will tell where I am in the learning curve. It was thought that this show was going to be all good. It turned out to be a struggle in some ways. Fingers are crossed. Much has been learned. And time is on my side. Hey buddy. Nice entity that time. Catch’ya… later! HA! Oh that was a… Hello? Yea, yea, yea.

pandpYa ya ya. In 11 days emma and I will be married for two years. Lalala. =D There are no plans but that’s what happens when you have: a 26th birthday (emma’s), an x-mas gathering in NJ with Nan and the Berman clan, x-mas eve with the Berman’s at 21, x-mas morning breakfast back at 21, x-mas in CT at 22 Corrine with me mudda and the Cocchiola clan and Clark Hill with me pop and Lin, the 12th annual holiday bash (here at 11o1), New Years (perhaps in the Catskills with Lori), oh, and that anniversary thing I mention at the beginning of this paragraph. Helluva run on I say. Where was I… Hmm.

Life. Is. Good. No, not the brand, though, I’m feelin the groove.

On tap is “Dogville” a film I’ve been aching to see since I heard about it. A movie that takes place on stage. What the!? Experimental theatre? film? Sure it’s years old but so is my skin. The cupcakes that are about to come out of the oven aren’t though. Here they come! Yummmm.

Tallgrass Gothic at SLC

Thursday, December 6th, 2007

Tallgrass Gothic poster by Elizabeth MillerTonight Tallgrass Gothic opens tonight, and sadly closes on Saturday. This will be my first show at SLC on the main stage despite the fact that I’ve performed in a main stage production. Things can be complicated sometimes. Without further ado, the show snippet and details await you…

“In the tall grass of rural America, the impassioned choices of youth culminate in a bloody collision of love, sex and betrayal in this eerie retelling of The Changeling. Written by Melanie Marnich and directed by Elizabeth Miller, Tallgrass Gothic features Jillian Fisher as Laura, Aaron Matteson as Scott0, Malcolm Pepin as Tin, Gary Ploski as Daniel, Winston Shaw as Filene, and Kate Thomas as Mary.” SLC press release

Performances will take place in the Suzanne Werner Wright Theatre on:
Thursday, December 6, 2007 at 7:30 pm
Friday, December 7, 2007 at 7:30 pm
Saturday, December 8, 2007 at 7:30 pm

The Fire Is Lit!

Wednesday, October 31st, 2007

Sometime ago I posted set my Google status as: I want the fire back!

For those of you in the loop, yes, it’s from Buffy the Musical. Those of you out of the loop, welcome.

A couple weeks later I changed the status to: There are some sparks in the fire pit.

It was corny yet to the point. I felt empty inside. Creativity flat-line. In my field of study — it’s a deal breaker. Playing on stage requires fire. I felt lost for a long time. Meh. It was affecting my days and nights.

Yesterday the sparks ignited. I’ve been reading an article titled “My Computer Romance” for the past couple weeks during my “lunch break.” To anyone that knows what my lunch break is like during a semester will understand why it took so long to get through the article. Explanation in 3, 2, 1… 10 minutes is a long lunch.

The article was a great read in relation to my work. The unexpected key I found related to theatre. The author, Gardner Campbell, recounted an experience dating back to October 31, 1991. Whoa… Freaky - 16 years to the day. Anyway, he wrote:

“The text of Tennyson’s poem was augmented by pop-up text that commented on and glossed the poem, video clips of talking heads (including the poet and scholar John Hollander as well as several students, as I remember) analyzing parts of the poem, multiple performances of the poem, and a thick set of pictures and reference materials that also helped to elucidate and contextualize the poem.”

I starred at the idea in my mind for a good long while (maybe 15-20 seconds) and realized what could be done. Actually I didn’t but I THOUGHT I did.

Further in his piece he wrote:

“Usually, you react emotionally to a situation before you assess it cognitively, since survival is more important than understanding.”

Ka’bam! Thwap! Uh duh. That’s part of the conversation often discussed in acting class(es). Reacting emotionally instead of cognitively. Cha’ching.

The curtain was lifting finally.

Later that evening, oh, that evening was 10/29, I had the fortune of attending the Theatre Forum at SLC. It’s a monthly forum where theatre professionals come to speak with the academics. Yes’sah! Kenny Leon spoke and added that last bit of fuel I needed. ‘Are you giving 100% or are you ding enough for your teacher to see that you did some work?’ He spoke to his love of theatre and how it affects people and thus the world. He loves what he does and called everyone on their passion for theatre.

It affected me. I know without anyone else saying it, but I know it affected everyone in the room. If it didn’t, they weren’t listening

On my way home the need to create, which had been covered over like home base after a tag at the plate, finally broke free.

Tallgrass Gothic continues to be an amazing process but this was something personal that would stretch my performing and organizing skills! Finally!

My frustration swelled as I helped emma with her new pet project - Swanky Veg. Sure, it’s exciting working on a new site helping to make it do just what she wants it to do… But it wasn’t what I wanted to do - Create!

I’m in the figure it out stage with a few people and hope to announce the plan soon. If it does come together, which I see happening, Porphyria’s Lover will soon have some competition.

I’m excited. The show is going REALLY well. This idea could really turn into something. emma’s new pet project is picking up steam, I’ve been asked to speak in Atlanta for work. Strange and wonderific things are happening. It took this long into the semester for it to happen. My reaction to that… Not bad.

Time to wrap tinz up…

To read the entire article please visit:
http://www.educause.edu/apps/er/erm07/erm0750.asp
or
Gardner Campbell’s page where you can listen to a recording of his article:
http://www.gardnercampbell.net/blog1/?p=525