Unlike magazines or the news, I find myself looking to know ‘what happened’ when an event is brought to light. Well, this is one of those stories that I reported on and stated my feelings about only a few days ago.

Happily I can provide the outcome to this fantastic risk taker. Did he win? All I’m going to say is what I said before. I think this guy deserves credit for taking the chance. He is a better man than I. I don’t think I could have done it.
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Hoo-ha! The thoughts are just rolling out now. Rock. Last night, not during the dream stuff, or even before the dream stuff I had the chance to speak with Emma about something that’s been racking her mind and body - the idea of a future job. HELL is what it is. There are things that suck and there are things that rip up apart inside. In my opinion this is one that grabs hold, rips, and then drops salt into the wound.

Over the past week she’d been preparing for a job interview which she was extremely excited about. Sadly it won’t come about due to certain requirements. To those other worker bees out there you know that this can be one of the worst things. Rejection is bad, but disappointment is even worse.

I felt awful for her. She had her hopes up so high but was forced back to the ground only to find her world spinning around her. Everywhere she went she faced the ‘what will i do’ questions. = Totally sucks.

Happily, I think that there is a light of hope in her future. While we talked a couple ideas came about that’s to that novel concept - brainstorming. There is no answer until something is definite but at least there is a light. I think.Yo yo yo Em, I hope it helped.

Speaking of a definite… Ms. None has decided to push forward with Diznee until January. Pending her acceptance of course, this shouldn’t be a problem. If all turns out as desired I may be able to see her performing for Diznee. = O Now wouldn’t that be a hoot! W3rd.

I feel as though I could keep writing for some reason this AM but I need to stop. Must stop. Stop me. Stop. Damn it, I’m not stopping. How will I stop. AH! I should have just read the Title of this post… WORK! The Mobius Strip strikes again. Dun dun dunnnnn.

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Smiles today. Lotsa smiles.

04-12-2004 09:55 am

A couple days ago I was in bed trying to fall asleep. While I lay there I had a thought run through my mind. I thought ‘just think it over and over and over. It’ll be easy to remember it in the am.’

That’s what I thought. I realized this morning at The Lake House with my fam that I didn’t remember what I was thinking. I felt sad and wondered what it was that I began to think about the other night. I wished I had finally done something about my pre-sleep thoughts damn it. UGH!

Then it hit me… I DID WRITE IT DOWN! AWESOME! I knew I’d look at it and remember RIGHT away. Interestingly I only looked at it just now at 12:05ish AM. I’ve been home since 8pm. This was quite odd. Though food, unpacking, Buffy, and an assortment of other things occupied my time earlier.

Well, in hopes of being brief I thought I’d simply write out what I had penned at some unknown hour of the eve/day. So here is the thought that had me sad and happy the other night…

If I shed a tear for all our happy memories
I’d cry all day and night with thoughts of her

To be honest I had to finish up what I wrote because it was SLEEP thinking and couldn’t get my brain to finish the thought. So yes I added ‘with thoughts of her’ because I couldn’t stop thinking about the first line. Also, I wrote in the dark so I had no IDEA what I was writing.

I think all my mind was trying to tell me was that I have had wonderful memories with someone and that I cherish those times regardless of anything that has or will happen. = )

Right, so now it’s time to get back into the land of Z’s. Maybe there’s a special and I’ll get a 12 hour sleep for the price of a 7 hour sleep. Hmm. Now that WOULD be cool. W3rd. Oyasumi.

04-12-2004 12:23 am